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Ive grown to hate the smell of coconut. I walked into Violet's house yesterday and almost puked because her shampoo smelled like it. Stupid Malibu ruining everything!

I watched the Brady Bunch Christmas movie today and cried for an hour. I want it to be done with. I hate my days right now...for more reasons than I'll ever be able to describe to you. Im scared, but sometimes I find myself losing faith.

So we're deffinately Sanford and Son. Mom and I went to the cousin's today and raded her woods for a Charlie Brown Christmas tree. Ralph came up and axed it for us.

So there's only branches on one side of it...the other side is totally blank. I'll take a picture. We piled in the truck (5 of us) and drove to Chesterfield to load a washer and dryer cause Jill bought it from this lady and had to work tonight. I wore my snowboots and a blue shirt with a big buck on it. Nice, right?

I got to my doorstep last night and heard the cows mooing...it made me smile. I stared at the stars yesterday and I swear they winked at me.

One day Im gonna tell you what I really think. I cant promise that it's gonna be pretty...but maybe on that particular day, it will make me feel better. Until then I'll just try and cope.

Ive become a big Wine-O....just the cheap boxed stuff. But when I laid down the other night, the room was spinning and I thought I was going to puke... I dont like that feeling.

I think my life is like that Jo Dee Messina's song:
"I wear my life, right on my sleeve
Who I am ain't no mystery
Where I've been has left a mark on me"

Although I do look happy most of the time, if you look closely, you should be able to see inside my soul. So the days that my soul doesnt look too right, ask me if I'm okay...it will mean the world.

Okay, so the Bob Marley cd that I just got...is one of the best Christmas gifts that Ive gotten in a long time. Yay Joshy!

I laughed for an hour the other night reading the notes from the Dove Chocolate wrapper. I began to just open the wrappers to read them...I had a whole pile of chocolate that I threw away. hahahahaha--Im sorry Abby Leigh! ;)

We were packed in the truck and all of a sudden the baby goes, "Awwwwww...rock me mamah, watch me roll...supaman" She had her own rendition of Soulja Boi.

I want to play the fiddle one day...Caleb and I ran around the house earlier with air fiddles!
....and you thought you were cool! ;)

I like eating my ice cream with a fork, yes...that includes ice cream sandwiches, cones and Klondike Bars.

I watched I Now Pronounce You, Chuck and Larry. I dont care if it got bad reviews, it's hilarious! Actually, I like the movies that everyone else hates:
National Treasure
Torque
Biker Boys
Annapolis
Poseidon
Fast and Furious 2 & 3

And I hate the movies that everyone else likes:
Grind House
Grind House
Anchor Man
Grind House
Grind House

I cant stand peanuts, beans, and hot dogs (yes you know this)
I need to go fishin soon. I miss it way too much! So this summer, we're taking an adventure to the lakes or something, okay?

I also need a CB radio.

And a scanner (not for the computer, the one to listen to 911 calls)

and a car, some courage, personality and a new wardrobe.