I’m walking on eggshells again. Don’t spill the beans. Don’t get in the middle of it. Its chaos. Its confusion. Its madness. Its conclusion. Accept the things you cannot change. You’ve gotta take the good with the bad, the happy and the sad. Words are so powerful and yet my vocabulary is like a 13 year old. I’m simple. In everything I do. Except in my relationships. I walk in the shoes of other people. Judgment is not my forte. Yet sometimes I just want to shake you.

I love waking up to a bright morning. But I hate trying to get homework done when it’s so dark outside. I automatically want to be in the bed. I like the feeling of putting my rants into words. It doesn’t have to be even the slightest bit eligible to you, but somehow it puts me at ease-for a few minutes anyway. I think that’s why I write books every time I email or send a letter to my friends. I’ll tell you my whole life’s story slowly but surely. It’s not exciting, it’s not interesting but I will. In time. Just not all at once.

Something’s missing. ....