It Would Be You...

Christmas break is almost over and I must say, its been amazing! I wish I could've spent more time with different people, but Im forcing myself to stop living in the past. It's just not worth it to look at all the mistakes we've made and all the things we should've said but didnt.

There's a certain sadness that overwelms me, for I know that we'll all go back to the college days and be separted once more. But hey, that's life!

Somehow this break has shown me different things that Ive stepped over in my life. I finally felt that flip-flop in my tummy as the car goes downhill feeling that I havent experienced in years, and stared at the clouds and let my imagination carry my thoughts away--we saw Chuckie from the Rugrats, JOSH SAW IT TOO!

I beer bonged, smoked my lungs away (NOT A CHEEBAHEAD!) fought of the nasty's at the club, almost pulled my hair out with all this drama around here, could've been affected by radiation from laying on some metal thing at an Abandoned Power Plant or drowned in the James river, and spent wayyyy too much money on movie tickets. Now all that is sacrifice thats worth giving for my favorites ;)

I used to sing my heart out to that song, "Tequila makes her clothes fall off" but I experienced that too, as Joshua and I spent over an hour searching for my shoe and earrings at Kayla's birthday party...ooh hell, who am I kidding? I lose things sober!

I remember sleeping on Kristin's couch with atleast 7 blankets! I freeze horribly in the middle of the night...but Court worked her magic the other night and with an electric blanket cranked up to HIGH and my big jacket on, I slept like a champ; yes, even though David's snores shook the house! Truthfully, I like fans blowing and the sound of people snoring...it's peaceful for some reason.

I live for sport movies: Major League, Remember the Titans, Renegade (okay so it's not fully about Hockey, but still), GridIron Gang, The Rookie, Coach Carter, Glory Road...I spend hours crying over them...it's just so touching! --Which reminds me, I need to email Estep, I just watched We Are Marshall.

You know that saying, "You can't have your cake and eat it too"? Well...Ive decided that if you find someone who gives you cake, lets you eat it, and plops a big 'ol helping of your favorite ice cream on top...well you better hold on tight cause that's true love right there!

I LOVE to cook, but I cant guarantee that it's going to taste alright. I Think cooking is like life...sometimes it's sweet, sometimes it gives you heartburn, and sometimes it's just plain 'ol bitter or burnt. But every once and a while, you make something absolutely scrumptious. ..May your life be filled with good cooking days!

Break established my bestest. I think I've been to the Whitlock residence everyday this week. And I even got ragged on for talking to Matthew too much on the phone...ooh well. You cant please everyone!

If I had to pick someone to talk to on the phone for the rest of my life, or assure me things would be alright, Matthew..it would be you.

If I had to pick someone to send me good directions, Brittany...It would be you.

If I had to pick someone to say things sweetly, Jenny Mae...It would be you.

If I had to pick someone to dance with, someone's refrigerator to raid, and someone to lounge around on the dock with, Abby Leigh...It would be you.

If I had to pick someone to direct downtown to an amazing restaurant ON MY CAMPUS, Kristin...It would be you.

If I had to pick someone to argue with but somehow manage to make me laugh no matter how angry I became, Joshua...It would be you.